Just really bummed out tonight

I have had days like this before and today is one of those days. And in these days, I generally reach to my friends. But before I do, I just think about what it is that’s eating me up. Maybe for a change, I’ll just blog it out. I mean that’s what blogs are there for.

So here is a tidbit about Chirag Chhatriwala (if you don’t know who he that is, gee, I don’t really know what to say, I mean this is my blog, duh). I occasionally get gloomy for no apparent reason. I think (yes I have one of things called a brain you know), sometimes too much and against my better judgment. If I knew how to avoid this condition, I would have been able to salvage a few of my black turned gray hairs.

My good friends have often told me to chill and not think too much but its just not something I’m capable of. I don’t know, I guess that’s what happens when you spend years of your life bottling things up, not being able to share things with anyone else. And ultimately, I make a mountain out of nothing. Really, I have only myself to blame for it. I should just stop thinking. I know I know.

Since I’m at home and I can’t really knock myself out with some whiskey sour or a sidecar, I’ll make some nice cup of Bournvita (yes, I still drink that, if you have problem with it, too bad) and by the time I’m done I hope to feel all honky dory. Yeah yeah laugh all you want on the Bournvita tidbit, it doesn’t bother me at all. That’s the closest thing in the house to hot chocolate.

So lets see, If I’m not typing another one of these blogs tonight, I managed to get myself to bed without hammering my thoughts down. Wish me luck.

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